Vin Diesel isn't the only one breaking
down about Paul
Walker's tragic death. Fast and Furious actress Michelle
Rodriguez is finally opening up about how deeply her co-star's
death affected her.
“I actually went on a bit of a binge,” she told Entertainment
Weekly. “I went crazy a little bit. I went pretty crazy. A lot
of the stuff I did last year I would never do had I been in my right mind.”
Everyone grieves differently. The "pretty crazy"
stuff she alluded to was well-documented by the media: kissing
model Cara Delevingne at a Knicks game, frolicking through Ibiza
hooking up with Zac Efron, and hanging out on a yacht with everyone's
favorite Canadian, Justin Bieber.
“I was pushing myself to feel,” she said. “I felt like
nothing I could do could make me feel alive, so I just kept pushing myself
harder and harder. I was traveling and I was having sex. And I was just trying
to ignore everything that I was feeling.”
Walker, who Rodriguez calls “the deepest guy I
know,” was killed suddenly on November 30, 2013 in a car crash while
the seventh movie of the $1.7 billion Fast and Furious empire was
still shooting. For a while, Rodriguez says she felt like there was no longer a
reason for existing, but then "woke up [one morning] with a profound
respect for living.”
“I stood tall one day and I said, ‘You know what, Michelle?
Stop f—ing hiding. Go manifest.’ And all of a sudden, I picked myself up and
started hustling.”
Furious 7 hits theaters April 3.
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