Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Normalacy v. Mr. Oxymoron

Well no doubt you might have heard big bro Chuck Hammy just released a new project entilted Normalacy.

The project was dope but as I listen to it i know my projects goes ten times harder. Talk is cheap so I guess we'll all find out Jan. 26th when I cash in, and the Moron drops and hits ya in the head like Vonage. I mean everytime i hear Normalacy I touch up my songs waiting to hit the boothe on the fourth of January so i can finish mastering it and get it to the public a.s.a.p.

Chuck said the day we graduated from high school that we where no longer freinds, and he would no longer treat us (me and my cousin T. Stewart A.K.A Project Aim)as students but as competetion. Knowing the truthfulness in his statement i dont plan to bow out but to go a billion times harder than everyone including him, stand with me or die.

As far as my association i been on my Kudi flow i have no freinds keep it a hundred like im back on my loner flow.Like i got dudes i look out for and home girls i mess with but i'm in this me myself and I state of mind until I'm where i want to be. To keep it a hundred I'm sick as hell and i will prolly die way before my time. O well you play the cards you where given i dont belive in fate so im pick up and get some better cards.

The Eye of God

Blaine out

Friday, December 25, 2009

Mr. oxymoronic holidays

Happy holidays to all!

Things have been on the up and up. I finally have a release date for Mr. Oxymoron my first solo project shall be released on January 26th 2010. I picked this date because that is when my soon to be favorite game Mass Effect 2 will be released. Knowing myself if I dont finish the project by then it will never get finshed.

Fire First entertainment the label I co-own with my cousin is expanding at a rather nice pace. We have been thinking about adding two artist. One of the artist is multi-talentesd and also produce beats, which we really need. This free time I have now that school is over allows me precious time to hit the gym, finish my project, and come up with diferent marketing stategies for my career. If you here me on the next instalment of NBA 2k then know my plan worked lol.

Currently i been chilling with this chick (she knows who she is), and i must say i'm quite taken with her. I might play it cool like I have been or i might let the beast comeout and take her places she has never been. Either way I'm enjoying are time together. Anyway thats enough blogging. Happy Holidays Blitzes time to watch more basketball.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

The wave of the Future

Iono is it me or is alot of artist starting to sound like charles hamilton???? It might be me but many artist are singing on there hooks, distoring them slightly, and using hypnotic melodies in there rhyme scheme. Coinsedence or not I think eventhough charles hasn't received superstar status yet his stlye has been leaked and is being replicated by other artist.Or maybe chuck is emulating the signs of the time.

Some artist that are starting to sound more and more like Chuck Hammy are surprisingly alot of Interscope artist, coinsedence ??? Iono its just what i have noticed???? Even if its not Charle's influence music or Hip hop in genral has been slowly changing into something else. It's more popish, rockish,hypnotic, its almost feel good music. Even my stlye of music is meant to draw out your emotions or trance you in order to alter your mood to fit the current songs mood. Check em out you be the judge.But Hip hop has definetly changed when an artist can rap and you cant clasify it as rap you know everything is out of whack. Or maybe everything is just evolving...

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

They don't understand

Ever feel like jumping off a building while singing lil wayne I feel like dying while watching a television show called I want to live????No o well i have lol.

Mass Effect is a major time consumer of my life . I mean they really dont understand how much i play and read up on Mass Effect...It's retarted...I want to blog about other stuff but's its the only thing on my mind its craziii. Im feinging like a crack head over this one; maybe because my life is so boring and I need something to do. The studio is tiring, I cant seem to land a job,girls are fun but annoying, I haven't paid my bill for the gym,The knicks suck like porn stars,I'm broke,Facebook is fun for like fifthteen minutes then its a bore,and o yea all my freinds decided to go to Canada for the weekend leaving me alone to watch Family guy reruns. Im bored as hell!!!!Hmmm maybe thats why im feinging so much to play some Mass effect or at least Modern Warfare 2. Mass Effect and the second installment are looking to be maybe two of the best games I have ever played or will play.

Video Games iono they just make me feel at ease, maybe because i been playing eversince i was a mini me. Playing that ninetendo Super Mario brothers all the way to live and Nba Jam, to Mega man and crash.Nintendo-360 I've played them all. Im a gamer and I prolly will always be. Especially with games starting to rival cinematic films dont belive me check it out!!!!

Better than all the star wars prequels combined

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Blaine N SHow= DeadFli

We was in the Stew mixing up the medicine

Just left the STew dropping some medicine as usual and I gotta say My boi SHow2fli is nice lol.Just did a track with him called Beuaty Queen,so definitely be on the lookout for that cause it's Crack lol. I also finished up a track called Dr. Strange and thats prolly gone end up on my project Mr. Oxymoron.

The whole concept of the mixtape is how people including myself are living contradictions. Hence where living Oxymorons. Eventhough I'm only nineteen through the expereinces i've been through and the crap i've seen i almost feel like I'm fifty. Hence I am a young old man!!!! Get it!!!! If not give it time. I got a few tracks I got to leak to ChrisDOt anyway so stay tuned and be amazed. The magical David Blaine is coming to your town.Here are some examples

Friday, November 20, 2009

Lessons to be learned

This blog is gonna be fun and well educational lol

In each vid there is a lesson to be learned. Yea we going to learn some things today. I feel if you dont learn from other peoples mistakes then you have to make your own and suffer. Expereice is the best way to learn.........for fools that have no other choice.

Lesson # 1

Dont talk crap if you cant back it up

Lesson # 2

Everything is not what they always appear to be

Lol I laugh just like Elmo, it's so obnoxious and rude mt freinds hate it especially when im laughing at them.

Lesson # 3

Make Sure she say's yes

My Nigger WTF I'd be hella pissed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!You dont do something like this and not know that this chick is gonna say yes. My G you only do this for show like you already proposed to her in advance and your proposing now for show.

Lesson # 4 and the final for lesson for today. Microsoft owned Sony this time around with the Console wars

Mass Effect 2 Is gonna be so Hot Im taking a break from it all starting January 26th to March 5th and devoting precious time to this game

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Random thoughts aren't random

No words on this and learn from a double negative

Entertainment at its finest... raw realities at its hardest

Thursday, November 12, 2009


Yo i seen some funny stuff in my 19 years of existence. I also have seen some weird stuff as well. But this vid I got for ya'll is the funniest weridest thing I've ever seen. This expereince comes from a link from my cuzzo's blog. The link was about football players making some dumb mistakes and somehow i ended up on STREAKERS and LOVE. I dont know the Internet is crazy so without further delay check this vid...It made the news lol

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Je ne sais pas

Love who needs it??? Overwhelming response we all do.That being said all ima say is umm yea theres this girl and wen im wit her its a lil bit like this....


David Blaine fixin the BluePrint | MySpace Video

Monday, November 9, 2009

And we gone party like its your birthday

Do you ever feel your getting old??? Well I cant answer for you but I know Im gettin older. Today is my b-day (19) and the song of the day is Drakes lust for Life.People need to mature as they grow... Alot of conflict can be avoided if you simply just stop, breathe, pause, and just think about things....

Dudes not Malcom but i swear they got X'd/My attitude Pac ...i aint mad, no stress/Cant argue with fools i aint got time for you/ people on they bull i am on another attidtude...

SO yea im 19. I wrote a few new songs feeling ight and my mood these day is something like this

Lust for Life

Get over it

Thursday, November 5, 2009

The Return of The Chosen

Yea im officially back on my blogging and I must say it feels pretty good. I feel alot of chaos is currently going on in my life and when I sit here and write its all good. I get to clear my thoughts and put it out there for anyone to read. I throw it out there just to see if other people feel the same way and are going through the same siuation.

Recently I have been going through issues of self control,organiztaion,and finding a balnce between God,Music,Freinds,and Girlfreinds. It's proven more difficult then I thought.Iono have you ever felt you bit off more than you can chew???? Well thats how I feel. I made a decision at a time where I didnt understand all that comes with that decision and now im suffering from my ignorance. O well we cant go back in time we can only focus on our future. My close freinds have drifted slightly and it always sucks when that has happens but I feel it a neccesarry. Even I myself have drifted but because I just need time to myself to better myself. So if Im not talking to you at the moment dont take it personal or write me off as a true freind i just need time to organize and just work on myself. Every Mon,wed., and Friday Ima be hitting the gym and the studio.

OOOOOOOO SNAP I said the Studio yea the studio is back open and big things are happening. Demevolist is back on the rise rebuilding after some interesting events. Theres a project in the works something bout Demev Reloadeding lol (MATRIX)...Swiss and I talked about it and who knows I might have a few tracks on that so look out for that I'll def post that up when its done. In the absence of Mr. HaMileton i just been goin on his blog starting controversey trying to keep the dream alive."I'm an asshole the good kind lol".(ChrisDOt) your a funny dude man chuck will be back probably...eventually...hopefully. ANyway yea Ima be chilling its glad to be back cause i was on a real chill flow dont belive me check some of the pics...O yea and part of me be organizied means Ima drop my blogs consistently every Monday ,Wednesday and Friday so yea im done...

Man on the moon alone I go crazy but why be alone cause it makes me stronger

Sunday, November 1, 2009

On to the Next one

My today is really my tommorow. Im here in the now but im always thinking bout the future. I'm going in cause the future is lookin bright

Saturday, October 3, 2009

Keepin it 100

Things have become so serious lately. Life is demanding from me more than im willing to give but life is giving me that mafia offer i cant refuse.If you didnt catch thatast line it's cool i just basically have to get on my grown up flow if i want to survive.I belive that Darwanism n evolution is at work. The beleif that only the strong survive and to survive one needs to be able to adapt so im adapting like a mug out here its all good tho. Rite now im trying to get rid of my bad habits like seriously women r gonna be my downfall dont belive me look at the last vid in the list of this entry...

From there i will develop

then i will have atlas in the palm of my hands

yea ima music head so its the best way to express myself im hittin up that black party i hope its gonna be like

Friday, September 25, 2009


Wow alot of things has taken place in the music industry and to keep it one hundred I haven't been up on it. Lately i been dealing with alot of issues soicially with my freinds and well girlfreinds to. It's gonna be a cold winter but I kinda expected that anyway. As far as me and my music me and Terrence have been working on are mixtape which is gona be dope. Theres no official name for it yet but I'm pulling for "The Forgotten". Admist all the hype that was around chuck and Demev we was always there but we was never THERE. The mixtape is crazy I kinda wanna drop it as an unnofficial demev project with the help of DJ Skee and some other indusrty heads and as the first official project of Fire First Entertainment!!!!!

Speaking of Chuck and Demev from what i heard its quite for them and Chucks deal at Interscope... Heard alot of F'd up stuff but w/e it really isn't dealing with or affecting me so what can I say lol but Drake new stuff and Kudi's album is killing the game.Kanye crapped on that taylor swift and has taken a break from it all. Chris Brown preparing for that Micheal Jackson concert, Tayshauns beats have gotten stupid nice,and me im going to sleep listening to t.i,luda, kudi,drake,
Jay,weezy,jadakiss,and Trey Songz they be on repeat.

Here check all the maddness out

Monday, September 14, 2009

Bumping that Blue Print hard

No gas everytime i watch jay do what he does I get inspired. Undeniablely he's in the top five dead or alive. The way he carries himself in conversations and interviews, his ingenious rhymes and consistent hits,the fact that he got Beyonce,and the fact that he had a hand in cosigning Drake's,Kanye's,Kid Cudi's,Rihanna,Jeezy,Ross and Lupe's carreers, Jay is the man lol. So i officially listened to the album ( actually went and purchased it). The album was popping and it got me writing so stay tuned for some new music lol go cop that album.

Thursday, August 27, 2009

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

I read it and wanted to share it

OMG...Jizz in My pants

Note:* Lola Luv can catch it any day I remember when I first saw the Wonder Woman video.I was harmonizing with Trey singing WHOOOO-o-oOAHHHH R UUUUU ??? Lol but Lola Lane brings up an interesting discussion because she's obviously got some enhancement and augmentations going on lol. So heres something i read and enjoyed maybe you'll like it to


Recently, I was sent a few pictures of Angel Lola Luv. More specifically, I was sent pictures of Angel Lola Luvs' ass. Now I enjoy a sizable ass as much the next guy but there's a line. Accompanying these pictures were comments from a few men responding with such gems as "DAMN I wouldnt mind infiltrating that" and "wow...anal please".

Ive found that the use of "infiltrate" in this manner is probably the most optimal use of that word.

But upon viewing it, two thoughts immediately crossed my mind:

How could she possibly wipe her ass properly?
The heat and sweat that builds up during the day must create a most horrendous smell toward the end of the night

It then dawned on me that somewhere in the course of human history (possibly in the last two decades or so) the likes and dislikes of men have been defined so specifically and they often overtake basic logic. In that we somehow dont even question what we like any more. A strange, baffling concept that makes us want women whose most notable features could prevent them from having good hygiene qualities.

When I was little and long nails were "in", my uncle forbid his daughter to get them because he felt that she wouldnt be able to clean her vagina properly. Same idea. True story.

There are many things we could blame for such a thing. For the sake of not making this too long, Im going to sit in my vacuum and say porn could be a rather large, hilarious part. Porn, over the years, has changed the way men view sex*. The most potent example of bizarre aspects of culture being glorified in such a way to make us want things that in essence no one truly "likes" in any logical sense outside of maybe basic novelty. Like Angel's gross ass.

Take cumming in a girls face for example. There's no logical or, should I say, tangible reason for anyone to enjoy doing this**. The closest explanation anyone could muster is as follows:

Men tend to like it because of the feeling of dominance and power (could there be any other reason...) and women tend to like it because the guy likes it (could there be any other reason...)

which is pretty ironic when you think about it. (Cannon) lol

But Ive tried this and immediately realized that it is very much an "in the moment" type of act. Afterwards I went through a roller-coaster 'o' emotion. Feeling amused because it just looked funny. Feeling glad because I didnt get any in her hair...

because as I understand, doing this is amongst the rudest things you can do to a girl during sex...***

Then feeling rather disgusted and immediately wanting her to go wash her face. Cant say I "liked" it.

Though Im hesitant to apply this thinking to the act of swallowing. I, personally, like when women do it because I dont have to worry myself with cleaning up. And Id like to think that women see it as a game of "what will it taste like this time". But again... I could be alone on that one.

I once got "Golden Crisps" and I must say Im STILL riding the high off of that one.

But the same thinking could be applied to anal. Ive tried it, and all I got out of it was a smelly penis and a girl in pain. A friend of mine tried it, made the horrific mistake of pulling out too fast and ... its contents spilled out all over his couch and floor.


Perhaps we are just re-volving. Going back to our animalistic roots and returning to time that made more sense. The good ol' days where the word taboo didnt exist and you didnt have to hide the fact that, despite being repulsed by it, youd seen the 2girls 1cup video roughly every day for the last 2 weeks with no regret.

* could you imagine anyone sitting around considering peeing on someone else without SOME sort of influence?
** except maybe that we arent truly supposed to enjoy it all
*** ...other than saying you were about to cum while actually planning to punch her in the face instead

Brought to you by GqueB around 11:48 AM

Trey SoNgZ-Wonder Woman

o snap drake was in this vid

Monday, June 1, 2009

Whats an artist without music

Hey check it you might even find some hidden exclusives from Demev N fire FIrst

Chill mode

Thursday, May 28, 2009

Intruder ALERT

Someones been intruding, who could it be???
The theif steals thy mind and intrudes thy thoughts.
Stealing thy time thy life thy speech
she steals what I cherish the most
There is an intruder and it takes what it wants
so ima goner if I am what she wants
...Ight lets cut the poetry shyt i shud stick to rapping ( gotta hear some of sunshines new shyt) Neway deadass tho theres an intruder whose this mystery girl ?

She's such a dork 2 lol nah she a g tho she be frontin i saw her getting lite and talking bout ice cream,kitchens,kittens.

well now u know what school she goes 2 lol...
only the crew knows who she really be i thik i gotta reinform Aim tho lol he's always late on these things...Chuck quote...n I'm sorry I shud have given u a choice to decline going to the most awesomne party there are three parties coming up tho all the same weekend fri-sund different spots i think its the last week in june and the first week in july so das six parties lol.(holla at me AIM)

Back to this intruder, Damn!!!!....I hope this isn't what they call infatuation. I dead kick it wit this joint like Judo and now she takin ova my thoughts oh no...damn this ia afta i told people i was gone be on my bachelor flow lol...who knows ima chill for a min but she is mos def on the tops list of joints i'd go in on. I go in so opposite of soft lol bout to hit her up. Lol here goes the singing voice....I like her yes I do,... I crawl through fire just for yooouuuu I just hope you never ask me tooooo cause then ima be hot like my rhymes

lol bout to hit her up dead ass tho peacington

Monday, May 25, 2009

Hell yea

I love this song

You know I had an awesome weekend and the way things where going I really needed one. My spectacular weekend started off in an unlikely place...Me and my pops was chilling in a Jimbo's and we talked...and we kinda got to know and understand each other a bit which felt good. Then something weird happened he gave me $ 700 bucks...YES!!!! lol I went shopping bought like three pairs of sneakes four pairs of jeans and a whole bunch of shorts.

After that we copped some movies from Block buster and watched it on the huge flat screen... Good day but the next dat was even betta...

It's Sunday about 6:30 p.m and Mont a.k.a Dj Spa hit me up and he asked if I could be dressed in like 25 mins to go to a party in Long Island

DJ SPA & Court

I knew I was in there I got dressed it was a formal so it was all good suit tie vest Fedora YEEEAAA!!!! sorry Terrence woulda invited u but u was at work and i got invited last minute.OMG that party was live like it was alot of estrogen in the room them girls was so bad i thought we all was in hell lol.

The dudes serving the drinks was mad cool to like they knew i was underage and they hooked a nigga up I had 2 screwdriver,a shirley temple(non-alcholic),vanila vodka and coke, and a shot of petrone YEAA!!! There was peeps from T-Dot,ATL,New Jersey,Ny,and Florida...The place look like a scence from The Roc Boys but the party was like Green Lights I had to much fun...Bagged two spanish joint, Mont got this ill caribean joint wit the jumbo cake and Court and Chaz bagged these hella thick joints from New Jersey, Chaz girlfreind is gonna be tight lol.

John Legend “Green Light” Featuring Andre 3000 NEW MUSIC VIDEO

Lol To much fun but something also happened before the party that was blog worthy...Ight we was wit Tenisha, and Michelle and they had to pick up one of they freinds deep downtown...So its around the time where afternoon becomes night and the sky was purplish pink which was cool because you could really see the stars. So I looked out the window out of the whip we was in and as looked up like I could see all the tall skyscrapers and as soon as I looked up jadakiss ft. Mary J. Blidge Grind Hard played from my Zune and I got ultra inspired.Like looking at the scenerey being dressed up in the whip and hearing the hook "we grind hard to play harder" like all the shit I was going through or went through would be all worth it when I make it. I was gone say if but I got to much skill and talent not to grind hard and make it... That momemnt was almost as good as the party minus the almpst assured car accident following Tenisha almost caused us to get in...I really thought it was over we was in a ditch and everything but thas anotha stiry for anotha time lol.

Friday, May 22, 2009

Dr.Jeckle and Mr. Hyde

What goes up must come down pretty much describes the type of day I had. It starts off normal and then went straight to Hel00l.Then when things are normal again i have to access the damage that happend when i was in Hell. You dont follow hmmm I wake up thank god for another day (Good). I then fall off my bed hit my head and break my glasses (Bad). I take a shower (good). A cold shower no hot water in the Pj's (BAD). I see Chuck get snuffed on worldstar (mad plays by the way das a record amount of plays in such a short time WTF).I finsh writing the last track to my mixtape. (good). I go to the studio and due to bullshyt the studio is closed indefinately (WTF UGLY). I'm mad hungry I go to this Chiken N Waffle's joint drop twenty five bucks on food for me and my dude (cool). I later regretted that because the food tasted like strawberry infected vagina (nasty). I go home play a game of 2k9 wit my Dj he bussed my ass then my 2k9 broke (tite). Still hungry cause I aint finsh my food check the fridge no food...dead tite shoulda spent that twenty five on some food for the house, its cool tho I got bread was gone get some chinese but then they started shootin so I was like CHILL.... I'm bored alone and tired of living under the law of my parents but it's either there way or the highway (smh sigh) so I'm alone in my room day dreaming about some good ass pussy and a vacation I get a call from My nigga Court and he got vacation plans but I aint got no bread ( not yet bout to hit the block chill)...well ok pussy is free never should have to pay for that...I start a few cconvos wit a few joints but it dosent happen I'm officially fucking tite...seen star trek for free( cool) missed rehearsal for The rapathon...SMH

Ok i kno... i kno... I just threw a bitch fit but I just had to get this shyt off my chest. Im good, im good. Now I'ma meditate and go into my zen like mindstate...I dont think listening to Eminime's Relapse is helping so I may switch To jadakiss The last Kiss and do wild push ups. By the way I'm getting brolic I feel the muscles coming in ima deck the dog shyt out of somebody or fuck the shyt out of some model looking chick by the way them pics of rihanna and cassie are official that made everything betta lol ... no I didnt whack off I just admired the beauty and the booty lol peace.

Ima jus comeback harder

Monday, May 18, 2009

Long timne no blog

I actually wrote a blog a minute ago but my internet did some wildness when I typed it and it somehow didnt save. Afta that weirdness happened I just wasn't in blog mode for a minute...since I aint got no music up yet i jus figure i'd give a shout to out to my mixtape the Three train it should be finsihed this the way this friday ima put up six songs to the additional songs on my page enjoy my second mixtape is droppin on my b-day NOvember ninth its called Blackout...iv'e benn drinking lol love happy hour by the way at bars, and lounges I been pimpin anyway check out some of the tune and be sure to comeback on friday cause I been going in for ya the fans and for the love...ugh oh I feel a Drake quote "The cars, the money, the hoes."

Sunday, May 3, 2009


Poetry flow

reserved,mild tempered, relaxed,

Im finished playing stupid
while these fools play the same game
then they fuss and complain
i laugh and attain
peace of mind

I have finnally submitted to truth...the definition of stupid

1. Slow to learn or understand; obtuse.
2. Tending to make poor decisions or careless mistakes.
3. Marked by a lack of intelligence or care; foolish or careless.

"When I was a child I spoke as a child I understood as a child I thought as a child; but when I became a man I put away childish things." I look at some of my fellow associates and realize I cannot surround myself with people who are unfoucused,have no purpose, or enslave themselves to things and people who do not allow them to grow.I'm officially done with the horse shit. I'm officially cutting people off and if you feel some type of way,you feel the love aint the samejust know you did it to yourself. I didn't cut you off you cut yourself off. I cant continue to allow people to slow me down, with their own insecurities, problems, and careless mistake. If you cant swim or at least make an effort to stay afloat then why should i throw you a raft? you can drown and watch me laugh as the pressure and water collapse your lungs.

Dont think i'm just talking to others I also understand that in the definition of stupid it also mentions carelssness or poor decisions, which I suffer from, but not anymore. I'm improving to be a better person and just like in Claude Brown's situation for that to happen I need to remove myself from my eniviroment and from people thas not helping me out.

"This lost boy get's fly without Peter Pan"-Drake

By the way all this anger and frustration that is transformed into aggresion is being alleviated by home girls Michelle & Keisha much love towards ya'll. I just been working out, writing songs, and thinking and I wanted to go on record and say
ya'll our both so beautiful...

so beautiful - musiq soulchild

I'm out